b r i t l e a f
i spend way too much time on the computer. talking to my mom via fb chat while trying to get dressed, i started thinking to myself, i wish there was a more portable way of talking to her rather than coming back to the laptop every two minutes to type.. and then i realized that i could just CALL HER ON THE PHONE. face palm.
ps my baby sis is so fucking cool. like actually. last halloween she was tank girl and this year shes being uma thurman in pulp fiction..!
it’s me! i went out for dinner with my mom and dad with ben and we had lots of wine and pasta and it was very nice and i’m going to bed soon because i’m very sleepy.
anyways i feel like i post a lot of photos of myself done up before/after going out soooo heres a normal photo? this is my everyday~ makeup. aka concealer + blush and nothing else. (my skin is getting better and i’m pretty happy about it!)
bleurgh. me and some coca cola (finally). today was okay. i slept in until like 2pm and stayed in bed with coco. then i went for sushi with ben, and we went to mostly music, and michaels, and the mall. then we came home and had a really long serious talk about me going back to school. and then talked about like, our life plan. like, not just the next five years, like we talked until retirement and after, haha. it was nice. it’s nice to be on the same page and sort of plan it all out a little. things are good. i’m happy : )
it feels like it all just hit me right now. six years later and it’s still a knock in the chest. my heart’s in my throat and i’m both happy and sad. i miss you, taber













